Natalie Kane

A Character Study.

I have not written on here for a while now, and I guess apologies mean little, or nothing when I find myself giving them almost constantly. In reality, my internet presence has taken a back seat as I have been making efforts to make a life for myself that I can genuinely be exhausted, and happy, by. I am currently working three jobs, One at the bar, One at a theatre, and another at an art gallery, all in the hope of realising what I’m supposed to be doing now that my academic life has temporarily dissolved. It was hard to imagine my life without the rigour of study, but I have had to, because money does not grow on the proverbial tree. I have been doing my very best instead, and enjoying it. I am still getting used to the rhythm of a week that, at best, is disjointed. I have been setting myself the task of writing, away from the internet, with the hope of finally reading it to people other than myself. I have also been working on ideas for a play. I have acknowledged other darker things that are not for the internet, but I know how to fix them, and that is what is important. I am learning to love myself more, and once I have found a few more hours, I will write to you, I promise. I am still here, reading about your incredible lives, and your wonderful work - you have no idea the good it does to someone like me.